Some words for yourself

(MISSING THIS GIRL SO MUCH!)

Hey people! Yeah, I got some ideas lingering in my mind while cooking. But firstly, make sure to do a checklist of all these:

1. LOVE YOURSELF
2. LOVE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU
3. KEEP MOVING FORWARD

 ,     So, the thing is I lost my bag this morning which I bring yesterday to visit my granny at kelana jaya so basically I remember bringing it back home but, I’m not sure where it goes this morning. As usually, I got really anxious and panic whenever I start to lost stuff especially when it is very important to me. I thought that people who have lived with me for the past 19 years already get the idea of how I would react whenever I loose stuffs. But, they just don’t get it. I know I can find it, I just need some time to pace around and to get myself chill before I start to think rationally and finally found it. I got a little bit too devastated because my mum are so mad that she wanted to just keep everything I have with her (which I think is not a good idea because she always misplace stuffs too) but I know that her stuffs are in her room. No one’s going to touch it but that’s okay, I still love her. And yaaa,, I thought that my sis would have defended me or something when I look into her bag like duh.. but she said “ why would I have ever took it anyway?” well, sometimes I do accidentally put stuffs inside my bag unintentionally ( how I stressed on those “accidental” and “unintentional” )

Well, the point is..

 I just have to firstly, LOVE MYSELF! Yeah I did make a mistake. But, look at the bright side! After this, I will probably take care of my stuffs more caution instead of just putting it anywhere I can see around the room and you don’t have to put any blame on yourself, you just have to love YOU in order to not get stressed out of losing a nose even though it’s right under your eyes.

Next, Love other people who love you. Like I said just now my mum and my sis ( which I’m still unsure if she loves me or not) they just acted that way probably because they are worried of your belongings which could be the cause of our stress. Just love them just the way they are cz nobody is perfect literally (and I’m not even close to perfect) so just keep calm and carry on living as awesome as we can be! Hurray

Lastly, Just keep moving forward depicted from meet the Robinsons ( I miss this movie) even though you think that hardship could bring you to failure but actually it’s only the beginning of being successful inside and outside. So just KEEP MOVING FORWARD!!

Assalamualaikum.

19 yrs of life

19years of my life…

Actually a lot of things had occurred during my 19 years of life. Some is dull some is bad and most of them are good (thankfully).  To be born in KL and spend the rest of my life living in PJ, Kelana Jaya and Puchong sure made me one “Bandar” person..nahh.. I think I’m not that “Bandar” kind of person after spending my childhood living in that kind of places. Yeah I did live in quite huge cities but at least it is still in Selangor.  Despite going for One Utama like every weekend I never consider myself as a Bandar person ever. Oh and McDonald’s too like every single week ( FYI, I stopped going to McD and I survived so it’s not so bad to stop eating them. It’s even better).  I think the places where we were brought up do not identify ourselves. Most people will say that we may know English better because we r brought up in KL. Well, that definitely is not proven by science. So, why are there so many judges who don’t even go for law school but decide to judge others based on their born place or hometown? Yes, maybe some criteria are found in several places that aren’t familiar in other places like calling vending machine as mesin gedegang which is very new to me. (I don’t know, maybe it was just me). Anyways, as I was saying, don’t ever judge people from where they come from. I’m not from a wealthy family after all but I still had the best time living this life. It is you, yourselves that change the way you see others and how you treat others (well, we still need that “akhlak” repairing from our parents in our early years of life) but yeah, after that, you just have to learn to give and take. Most arguments are continuous because both people are too scared or too arrogant to say that they r wrong. And so, it won’t go anywhere cz I once got really pissed off with this one person and yeah I did something to her too. So, I really need to apologize even though she still owes me an apology but, let’s make our part by saying sorry first. You won’t be regretting it in the future because it will turn you into something better, a human being AKA Homo Sapien.

Assalamualaikum